I do too, and it is because we built the wrong systems of humanity.
Systems of cunning falsehoods of absolutism in denial of our innate relativity, forcing humans to subjugate to such monism. You, on the other hand, may have the propensity to think for yourself and may have discovered the impending Stockholm syndrome induced by controlling systems not at all to represent you.
See the image above depicting how nature builds systems and how we do, and you decide on which side you are on. Based on the question posed, I surmise you relate more to the principles of nature than to the manmade concoctions on the left.
The value of our differences is more important than the value of our commonalities, by evolution’s theory. The very commonalities our systems so flagrantly regurgitated into endless downstream evolutions of mediocrity. Nature, instead, relies on the strength of renewal from upstream innovation induced by critical thinking to evolve.
I would say you are mighty blessed, not just because nature agrees with you, but because a mind of your own provides a much better compass to live by.